Friday, February 27, 2009

Heart song...


If you could have one special talent that brought you great pleasure, what would it be? If you could follow your heart’s desire, what would you do, or where would you go?

The special talent I wish were inside of me would be the ability to paint. I imagine the most amazing things in my mind’s eye, but they remain locked in my head; I long to paint what I see. The images in my dreams, in my waking mind, in my heart, they remain mine alone. I want to paint them to bring them to life, to give me the pleasure of seeing them again and again. As long as they remain within, they are eventually forgotten, never to be seen again, as if they are locked away in a box. I forget what is there. If I could have them as paintings, I could take them out, one by one, and enjoy their beauty all over again.

I have some watercolours and I have been painting, but my paintings are that of a child, or less so. The strokes are hazardous, coarse, and have no recognizable form. They fall far short of expressing what I so desperately want to bring out of me. It is so frustrating. I cannot make my hand and brush create on paper what is in my head, even though they are all physically connected during the act of painting. It is as if they are not able to speak the same language. I cannot make the imagined real. I feel mute, helpless, and frustrated, as if I want to say something important, but just cannot talk. I think I will keep trying, though. I just have to.

So I ask you again- what is your heart’s desire?

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Delicious and delectable...





Have you ever made a simple discovery while going through your day that made you stop and smile? It is a wonderful thing. I recently discovered Edam cheese. It is so gentle, mild, and has a little bit of a sour kick that is a nice surprise. How have I gone all of my life without knowing this cheese? I have certainly attended many corporate ‘wine and cheese’ functions over the years, but I think the closest I may have come to Edam cheese in terms of taste and texture is the Gouda cheese. While it may seem inconsequential, discovering this cheese has reminded me that it is the simple experiences that bring beauty and colour to our lives.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

From the top of the moon...

Looking down at the earth from the top of the moon,
Her blue-green mantle created from a magical loom.
Emerald and sapphire adorn her face,
She looks to the sun with such beauty and grace.

Tilting and turning, our blue planet does spin,
The celestial jackpot of life we did win.
From the shores of the Sea of Tranquility
A more beautiful planet we shall never see.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Serendipty under the madrona tree...

Recently I happened to be at the airport in Seattle where I met a knitter. She was sitting and knitting a long blue scarf while waiting for the arrival of her friend. I had just arrived and was waiting to meet my sister for a much-needed ‘girls weekend’. I sat next to the knitter and admired her scarf.

“Are you a knitter?” she asked me.
“Yes”, I answered.
“Are you here for the Madrona?” she inquired.
“I could be” I replied, “what is it?”.
She went on to tell me it is an annual winter fiber retreat being held over the weekend. Suddenly, I had a mission: attend the Madrona Fiber Festival! So, my sister and I carved out some time and went. While we were there we saw the knitter from the airport and spent a few minutes talking with her and her friend. It was a terrific recommendation and I am so happy I went. I think I will plan on attending next year.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Paulina Tarot




While surfing the internet today I came across a new tarot deck that has captivated me. It is called the Paulina Tarot. Created by Paulina Cassidy, this deck is absolutely enchanting. The colours are soft with a sort of faerie feel. The intricate details give several layers to these cards and it seems that each time I go back and view a card again I find something new. It is a full 78 card deck and each one is as beautiful as the last. I am going to Seattle for the weekend to visit my sister, so I hope to get out to a local metaphysical shop to pick up one of these amazing decks. I can hardly wait!

Be sure to see more of her work here: http://www.paulina.ws/tarot/